Case of the Ex's...

So today ended with an ironic twist.... I was at my neighborhood Kinko's and these two women walk in... I was looking at then like OK there are here to handle some type of business. Then one asked me if I worked there, which is usually a question I get asked often. Why, I have no idea? However, since I am such a friendly person I said no but perhaps I can help you.

So I sat down with the women and began to chat with them... One of the women was eager to take me up on my offer. I then began to ask her what did she needed. She was there to apply for a new position with her job. Since, I am very computer savvy I had no problem helping her with her task.

As I was looking at her information, a flash from the past hit me. I asked her with the quickness did she know a person that I once knew and was very fond of... It is strange the way things pan out. It turns out that the person I knew was her son. I was so excited because her son and I dated almost 10 years ago, prior to my daughter's father and I becoming a couple.

Although, we have not seen each other in seven years and our lives have very much changed. Over the years, I still thought of him. I was ecstatic to have some form of connect with him. His mother informed me that he is back in his native land of Brooklyn and he is doing good. I can't wait to get in touch with him again.

Most people say it is best to leave the past the past... and to a certain extent I agree. However, when a person treats you a certain way... you can not help but to think of what might have been.

I began to think of how this person and I gelled so well, and how fucked up the relationship with my daughter's father turned out. I thought of how many times things went wrong with my daughter's father and how thing might have turned out with this person.

So moving forward, I hope that if there is anything like a so called fate out there... that this person and I can hopefully reconnect.

So my question to you is... do you ever think of someone and what might have been? Do you think of how being with someone can make you feel so good but the timing may not have been right? Do you think that you can move forward with a person and things can be almost perfect... let me know.... because not only can't I sleep... I can't wait to hear from this special person!

Yonna